No, Estelle, that's... You really, really don't have to apologize.

[he takes a breath, though, nodding.]

We were told at the very beginning - if we didn't kill someone each week, three people would be lost entirely. Their souls would cease to exist. But we always knew that death wasn't the end, too. That we had a chance to bring all of them back, a chance we couldn't take if they faded away because we refused to act. [...] But we did make the choice. Both to target someone, and - exactly who we targeted. So I won't act like none of that was my fault.